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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

nothing. its been a long time too long hasnt it nothing can ever be the same agian as always trite cliche hackneyed cockeyed that look looking at it in the same light the old light a new light in the window of a homeoftheirown by november sweet november who who who knows nos the only thing that can save save save chastity dignity sweet indifference sweet november october bitter in that grocery store where when you took off your shirt who knew except that fighting always fighting to avoid the expectected would lead us down a path paces ahead of ourselves lostityesits gone.

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Thursday, March 31, 2005

	wow. going to arizona.
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Monday, December 20, 2004

Ok. actually, same old stuff : -)

Thanks to everyone who came to my party. I had a great time. Love you all!

It was just too bad there weren't more people (ahem... all of you who didn't show) and more that could stay for the sleepover portion.

Speaking of which, if you did stay the night ... we can talk later.

Anyway, y'all (any- and everyone) call me; we'll hang out. It'll be fun. Two things:

1. When are we having skate day at the Civic Center? We've been wanting to do this for a long time.... It would be cool if we could wait until school got back in and organize it as a senior skip day, but then I personally don't have any days to miss, so I'd be stuck at home. Hm.... Maybe the last weekend of break? I need to check the Center's schedule....

2. Who wants to go with me to Texas on Jan. 14-16 or 21-23 (missing school on Friday)? The trip would be to visit Texas A&M, near Austin, and hang out in the American Southwest - which is soooo far beyond cool in any case. Lemmie know, k?

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Sunday, November 07, 2004

	aight. so moving on.
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Sunday, October 31, 2004

Eric told me today I'm a slut, "in a good kind of way." It's funny to me. "Well, just look at how you dress. [...] You flirt with everybody." He was trying to be nice and helpful (to anyone who doesn't know ~ he has a girlfriend) and give me advice on how to woo Adrian, but still.....

I don't think of myself as a flirt in any case. Today on my cell phone before D&D, yeah. I was calling guys and asking if they wanted come play, and flirting with most of them. Here's something I just thought about: the guys I didn't flirt with today (that I talked to) are the ones I actually care(d) about.

You know what it is? The reason I'm such a "flirty slut" lately? I have a fear of commitment, or rather, of failure. The time I have left to spend with all of you is getting just short enough to where the end is in sight. Any relationship I form has an automatic 8 month limit. No long long long long long long long loooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnng term commitment. So now I feel I can stay w/in my comfort zone and still reach out.

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